TOP SECRET :: KEEP OUT

[Natalia Arlovskaya]

Whoever you are, stop reading before I find you and castrate you. If you are that Alexandria I'm forced to share a room with, then I'll do something much worse if it's you.

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ENTRY ONE:
Going to try and write in English to improve it some more.

This place is so big! No wonder Ivan wanted to come here. Ha. Anyways, he left without telling me. I had hoped to catch a ride with him so we could travel together, but he probably thought I was already on my way. Does he even know I am attending the same academy? I wonder if I ever told him. We'll see. It will be a great surprise! The only bad things about my coming here is that the academy requires four students to a room. I got stuck with Ivan (If God is there, I thank him. ) So I have my beloved, but the price to pay is being stuck with two stupid Americans.

Those people irritate me. And of all of them, I am stuck with Alfred and Alexandria. The girl I hate with a passion.. She is Alfred but in a woman's body, and God knows how I cannot stand other females. As for her brother, I can probably tolerate him. I mean, he is kind of cute, but that does not make him any less annoying. All he does it blab about justice or hamburgers or something. I've seen Ivan looking at him strangely in the past, so he must be important to him in some way? I'm tempted to find out, but I also want to sit back and stay ready to pounce if that American does anything to Ivan.

Back to the aca- IVAN'S HERE I MUST DROP WRITING WILL GET BACK TO LATER WHEN I HAVE FREE TIME

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[Natalia Arlovskaya]

ENTRY TWO:
OH FOR THE LOVE OF.. MOTHER FREAKIN' SON OF ST. PETERS BURG.. AHH.

Okay. Okay. Okay. There. Even though I only wrote down those, I ended up doing a good amount of screaming and curing. Thank goodness no one else was in the dorm, but i think I saw the doorknob turn.. but who ever it was, they decided to not come in. Good choice.

Okay. So. What the hell. God is obviously out for me or something when he decided to throw Gilbert at me. I MEAN REALLY. What kid of an idiot isn't afraid of me, NATALIA FUCKING ARLOVSKAYA? EVEN KIDS WHO DON'T KNOW WHO I AM ARE SCARED OF ME. Even.. even.. Those HEROES are afraid of me. HELL EVEN SOME OF THE TEACHERS KNOW TO STAY AWAY FORM ME. RRRR. Wait wait. Dignified.. Breathe.. But really. Can you believe it? Nothing worked. Threats, closeness (the male prey freak out when that happens, its amusing,) glaring.. It just didn't work. Ohh but no, I'm not pissed off at him believe it or not. Actually, I have to admit that I almost respect him in a way.

He's not weak at all.. It was.. kind of.. attractive.. OKAYWELLHEWASAMAINGLYSEXY. I haven't seen anyone with that sort of attitude since Ivan.. And actually.. Not even Ivan is like that. NO. HE'S BETTER. This German has a cocky, arrogant kind of domination thing going on, and Ivan is more of he silence intimidation time. Which.. is ... sexier? YES. It is. I'm close to marrying Ivan anyways, aren't I? What is wrong with me thinking other people are anything but stupid now? Anyways.. I ended up giving the idiot my number since he's going to 'pay me back for the pen' with.. fun? Hell I don't know. If he doesn't call in a month though, I;m tracking his ass down and getting payment my way.

Anyways, I already learned that Ivan switched dorms.. Which was a mistake on the office people's part. UGH. Can you believe it? I pretty much 'glomped' (strange American words) Alfred thinking it was Ivan the first day. Speaking of the boy, I find him rather adorable.. I don't know, his features are just so.. ADORABLE for lack of an American word. But hell, don't get me wrong. He's ONLY cute.

Omhygod what is wrong with me.. I guess chasing around Ivan back home, I'm not used to all these guys constantly around me.. I think Al's adorable, and now this Gilbert character is sexyattractive. Lord, this better be a phase because I'm not giving up on Ivan. Ever.

God it's been such a weird day.. Its probably just the stress of the academy and the fact that I haven't seen Ivan for DAYS and I'm freaking out and whathehellever. I need rest. Now. Tomorrow things should be clearer..